Likes & Dislikes

are you quite alright?

hmm, it seems I have been confused by approaching and entering the light from which you entered from. I do not care if you are feeling alright, feelings are near entirely irrelevant in the darkness, though, so long as you're safe, and do not wish to Run Away.

the only question is if you care about the darkness, for if you care for that, you care for me, as I am one with it, along with many others society deems "outcasts".

these are my likes and dislikes, I encourage you to read them

Likes:

• darkness

• horror movies and other fiction, Like My Homebrew Fiction Universe Site, Tales From Riftaria

• people who understand I'm extremely shallow and a sociopath and accept me for that

• other non human Alters

• people who align with the darkness

• relationships and friendships based off respect, not emotion. if you respect me I'll respect you and you won't piss me off. if you don't respect me, you'll piss me off and I'll block you. it's logical, and I'm shallow. emotions are ethereal, and built atop a basis of respect, so focusing upon the foundation is better.

• people who do not care for the lines in the sand, and what people consider "social acceptability", and only care about respect towards one another, as the former is but a construct, the latter is a mutual agreement of treatment of one another, decided upon by the individuals those behaviours apply to, and not by the collective, with no discretion to those that should be exempt, as all too often, morals, lines in the sand, rules, etc, are victims to context.

• My Site's Font, Amarante

• This War Of Mine, and Metro Exodus (video games)

Dislikes:

• societal standards, and all those who attempt to push them upon me, they are messy, and complex, and oftentimes, a simpler understanding, use, implication, or wording is far more effective, but not always. and regardless, it is a construct. societal norms and societal damnation are a construct that has been decided by the collective, but in the present, that construct has skewed far too close to toppling, and is why I have no hope in humanity not collapsing, and if you are one of the people who have begun, and continued to push this skewing, I have only this to say: let the gravity of your actions drop you to the ground, and destroy you into but a red painted target, splattered on the ground, for the bodies of those who have helped you skew society to aim for when they jump from the falling tower of society's power structure.

• people who deem me evil for who I am, to them I say this: think so little of me, we shall see who comes crawling back to me for a calm, pragmatic, and shallow calm within the storm where things are based upon respect. especially when you are cast out from society into the darkness, as I willingly have been.

• promises and apologies, they're empty words that are to be cashed in for action, like a coupon. if you're gonna apologise, say you'll do better, and hold to your fucking word. if you're gonna do something, don't promise, and just fucking do it. I'll come to value your word over time or not give a shit for it and continually remind you that it's worthless if you try and give it. and at the end of the day, if whatever you did to fuck up doesn't happen again, I don't care to begin with.

• saying or using "no joke", "on god", or "no cap", it's like you're trying to convince me your word isn't worthless, and it's a pathetic excuse for just being honest. either you're honest or you're not, it's part of who you are. if, how, and when you lie is a personality trait, and some people do it more, some less, but these phrases are just excuses for people who lie a lot to be honest, when they should just quit it and lie as they normally do, and let it be known. if you're trying to use these to change the behaviour though, then don't, and just fucking change it over time. it's pathetic and overused, and a major fucking pet peeve.

• people who get mad when I do not care for them much or accuse me of being "just another asshole". I don't care about most people as I am pessimistic and shallow and see little hope for humanity. prove you're the exception and respect me, or don't and say this shit, and I'll block you as I have every other prick who acted this way. oh, and notice my labeling of you as people who have said this shit, and the careful labeling.

• people who expect me to feel emotions the way they do. mine will never work the same. do not expect, ask, or think my emotions will ever work the same as yours. everyone's existence is different, and my emotions are part of what makes my existence.